It would be so nice if every day was an up day. Today, for example, I feel down in the dumps. There is no reason for me to feel this way but I do. My energy is low and my outlook is poor yet I know nothing has changed. I do feel overwhelmed. I have 3 kids under 12, a house full of clutter and too much free time on my hands!! Some days it all just seems too much. You know, I am grateful for the blessings I have but I would be a liar if I didn't say that I sometimes I feel like I've lost myself in my life. My self worth rides on my ability to clean and conquer clutter!! While I know this is not true, it doesn't matter because that is how it feels so in a sense it is true. Moody, that is one character trait I wish I could lose...
It is a raining dark day today and studies have shown that this type of day effects the mood of many people. Clutter can also effect your mood. It does not define your self worth though. There is a book of life rules that you may like to read.
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